REFLECTION
I have been single for a little over a year now and my friendhsips have been ending too for little over a year, Lol, I worked on myself an d my standards and what I really desire from a significant other and friends, this has been one of the hardest journeys, from making bad decisions, to not caring about who I share my body and myself with But through this I have come to a realization that the only reason I am in this position is because I believe I do not deserve to be loved, I don’t th ink I am deserving of all the princess treatment I see out there and hear that people receive, no matter how much I desire it but I don’t see mys elf actually receiving it For instance, I have had 5 sexual encounters, two I genuinely liked, 1 there was potential of me liking them, and the other 2 were just for fun, but the first three, I have gone above and beyond to show them I actually care, but they all treated me the same, received my goodness and my body and gave no thing...