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The love I had found has come to an end  I'm writing this with a broken heart because what I though would be a forever has come to an end and I am left confused but I hope to find answers some day  I know it would be a bit questionable for me to confused about a my own break up  But wouldn't you be if you spent the whole day with someone and as soon you get home you receive a messages that things are over, and that is why I'm confused  I am writing this two days after the break up  And I know I'm expected to be devastated but I'm not because God answered my prayer, I knew what I was doing when I prayed about this relationship and asked God that he gives me a sign if I should stay and give Mr the strength to accept and leave and that is what God has done for me  And don't get me wrong, I am hurt that this has ended because the love was there and I expected this person to stay with me forever  I pray for clarity, closure and healing and peace...

Hi loves  Monday the 8th November 2021 This might be a bit too late but I'll start updating it from today  So today is my 3rd and last session of counseling from school until they see if they should refer me to a psychologist outside from school  Lol it's crazy how when i started this counseling thing I started it off as trying it cause I was told to do so but then here were are close to being diagnosed with depression and anxiety 🙃 funny but anyway today I do feel a bit under the weather and I struggled to sleep a lot I hardly slept last night I was just uncomfortable and feeling all types of ways that I can't explain One thing though is I realized no one understands in this life and you are just left with understanding yourself and it's the hardest thing ever but you get used to it I also believe healing needs you to be alone cause when you are in your thoughts and emotions then people want you to constantly assure them that it has nothing to do with them and they ha...