The before birth of eternal love

Hi, I'm glad that you are back, earlier in the blog I mentioned that I am a pastor's kid and I have 5 siblings, and today I'm going to take you down the journey of coming from a big holy home, firstly my parents names are Nondumiso(praise/worshiper) Lunga( be peaceful/good) and my siblings, from the eldest to the last born, Lelethu-ours, Lwando-growth, Sixolise-give us peace, then me, Zamandela/ Zama Tshawe/ Zamandela intombi( increasing/ her girls are increasing), lastly Lizalise idingalakho Thixo- let your will be done oh Lord. I'm sure as you reading this, you are asking yourself, bangenaphi( what does this have to do with them), well relax and take a chill pill, cause you are about to know, before the birth of my self-love, all my life revolved around these
people, always thought that everything I did should benefit them and me last, for the sake of peace or being good I had to worship and praise, and worshiping God is not fault at all but not doing it out of own will then it's at vain, I suppressed my feelings, my opinions, my emotions for the sake of our growth in peace, I know I'm meant to multiply the fighter within me for my emotions but I couldn't, it was for their joy and peace, but I'm grateful for the birth of Lizalise indingalakho Thixo because meeting and learning the will of God was the conceiving of my self- love, because his will is his and nothing can change it.... there began my journey......

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